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Maybe it is winter and time to experience the dark and the cold. Maybe I'm finally well enough to go and look at the darkness. I find myself wondering and willing. I've tried to be happy and fulfilled for a number of years. I've followed the instructions and been happy; but now, I seem to want to allow the ooze to flow and look at it. I've never really allowed myself to just drop the quest for fu…